Tired but Grateful

Ehhh, I debated whether to write this post or not, and even as I'm writing I know I may or may not publish it. I've had a long absence from blogging as I've been pretty busy with personal matters. Invitro was a miserable process, but I made it through the first go around. It worked, and we found ourselves shocked (=biggest understatement in my 26 years of life) to find ourselves pregnant with identical triplets. We had about two and a half weeks and three good ultrasounds to adapt to the idea of triplets before their three strongly beating little hearts all decided to stop. I could go on and on about the range of emotions last month brought (not to mention the physical exhaustion and morning sickness), but I think I won't. I'll suffice it to say that we're doing okay. I feel very tired emotionally but I still feel grateful. Somehow I still feel like we're being watched over.